Meet Alice

I was recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. The last several years have been a nightmare. I have put the 2 people I love the most through hell the last 7 years. The crazy thing is, I had no earthly idea I was sick. I have always felt like Alice, I have been dropped into a world that doesn't make any sense to me, even though the Caterpillar and the Cheshire Cat tries their best to help, I just never get it.

I always blamed my family for making me feel the way I feel. Then I read this book Understanding the Borderline Mother: Helping Her Children Transcend the Intense, Unpredictable, and Volatile Relationship Paperback by Christine Ann Lawson. This book is where I started my Journey. My mom has been a difficult person to deal with for as long as I can remember, I could write an entire book about my childhood, but that will have to wait! 

Welcome to reality! Hope it gives you some insight and understanding (which we so desperately crave) of the world of a borderline.